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I am forgotten

Sad, emotional thoughts running through my head.   The future grabs me by the neck   And forces me to think ahead.   Will it be bright or a wreck?   How long until my body is found dead?   The things I do will be forgotten;   I consider myself kind,   Especially compared to people I know who are rotten.   So I look ahead to my future,   To see what I can find,   A glimmer of hope, a sprinkle of joy,   Father to a young girl and boy?   Will I be happily married,   Or will I divorce like my parents and grandparents?   Will I find myself standing where my family is buried,   Crying, sobbing over their forgotten accomplishments?   My children... I will raise them, but they will leave,   And hopefully, unlike my father, I will stay connected,   But even then, they'll have their own lives, and I will be rejected....
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Brainspill

 Boredom/brain spill  I lay in bed  A pillow beneath my head I think of tons of things I could do,  But instead I lay here writing to you.  The boredom has seeped in deep I lay here like a large heep.  I want to do something Not waste my time thinking I want to start a leaf collection I want to make and eat new dishes With no hesitation. I want to fulfill some of my wishes.  I want to finish my puzzle, Sketch out my tree and make a double,  I want to to decorate my room And maybe clean up with an actual broom I want to declutter my head most I feel like it's a loud painful party And I can't find the evil host I want to lave behind any unnecessary anxiety  And finally live a quiet life Instead my head is full of noise With thoughts of my poor social life (no girls, just boys)  My overflowing mind spills out the forbidden And although I want to be a happy man I always stay inside, hidden.  I want to learn history of all my ancestry, I...
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Ridiculous Teenhood Complaints- My Bar Mitzvah

I don't talk about my bar mitzvah. It was an awful experience that embarrasses me and I'm sure it will stick in my families heads fkr ever. We won't let my younger go through what I went.   I know I'm only 15, and all my complaints may seem ridiculous, but whatever. Nobody will ever read through all of this because most people are selfish and only care for themselves. That's not a bad thing, that's how people are. They don't REALLY care about what other people think, they're just being nice, and that's ok. I voiced my opinion on this subject to my sister once and she thought me crazy for thinking so. But I speak with many people and I see how they react. They black out while you speak and when they finally get the chance to speak the awake not remembering a work that was said.  Usually they just want to say their bit in the conversation and don't really listen to what you're saying, just bits and parts. They don't want to hear about other...
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